DayBreaks for 9/02/16 – The Day I Learned Who I Was

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DayBreaks for 9/02/16 – The Day I Learned What I Was

John 11:47-48 (ESV) – So the chief priests and the Pharisees gathered the council and said, “What are we to do? For this man performs many signs. If we let him go on like this, everyone will believe in him, and the Romans will come and take away both our place and our nation.”

I have often found myself shocked and puzzled by the reactions of the Jewish leaders toward Jesus. They certainly are not painted with a sympathetic brush in Scripture. They (for the most part – there are some exceptions) are not figures that we think to ourselves: “I want to be like Caiaphas when I grow up!”

In the verses preceding the passage above, Jesus has raised Lazarus. Afterwards, the crowd that witnessed the miracle dispersed and it says that some ran to tell the Jewish leaders what Jesus had done. Why did they do this Maybe they did so because they were amazed and wanted the leaders to know that Jesus must have been the Messiah so the leaders could accept and welcome him. Maybe, however, some were spies who were in cahoots with the leaders and were sent out to report back all that Jesus did so they leaders could trap him. We see that the leaders had tried to trap him many times. We simply don’t know their motive, but the reaction of the leaders is what is significant.

John gives us at least a clue into their motivations. They couldn’t and didn’t deny the signs…yet in this recorded discussion, it is as if they totally excluded the miracles from their thought processes. Their fears appeared to be centered on four things: 1) that many would believe on Jesus; 2) that the Romans would intervene; 3) that they would lose their places of prestige and honor; 4) that the Romans would obliterate the nation.

I suspect that the greatest of these motivations was the third one. We always seem, no matter our position, to think of ourselves first and the impact something will have on us.  Sometimes the better part of us takes over and we over-ride the concern about impact to us and do something for someone else, even though it may be very costly to us as individuals to do so. Think of someone diving into a raging river to rescue someone else. They have made a conscious decision to disregard their personal safety for the benefit of someone else – perhaps even for a stranger. But, more often than not, when we are asked to sign up to help in the nursery at church, or to give to a cause or to take on some responsibility, don’t we do a mental check that goes something like this: “What will this mean to my time?  How long will it take me?  How long am I committing for? What won’t I be able to do or buy because of this?” This mental calculus doesn’t take us long, but if we are to be honest, don’t those thoughts run through your head when someone makes a request of you?

Perhaps we aren’t that different from the Pharisees at all. I learned something about myself from this passage today – and I didn’t like what I saw when I looked into the mirror of God’s Word.

PRAYER: God, I confess that my first instinct is to count the cost of what something I might do for someone else means to me and my wishes and my goals and my “place”! Help me to know when it is right to count the cost and when it is right to simply say, “Here I am, Lord, send me!” In Jesus’ name, Amen.

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