DayBreaks for 1/31/18: Screaming in the Darkness
From the DayBreaks archives, January 2008:
From Michael Card’s Immanuel: Reflections on the Life of Christ: “When Jesus was arrested in Gethsemane, he was already bloody before anyone laid a hand on him. He had been fighting a battle that would make certain the final outcome on Calvary. Without Gethsemane, there would have been no Golgotha. The blood and water that flowed from his wounds on the cross were preceded by bloody sweat that poured from his pores as he suffered the agony of a death more painful than the physical death on the cross, the death of the will.”
“Gethsemane literally means “place of crushing,” a place where olives were crushed for their oil. That name took on an infinitely deeper meaning when Jesus knelt down there to pray that night in the garden. He was both a man and a child in Gethsemane. Full of courage, it was a man who faced not an uncertain death, but one that was fully known to him. Jesus looked the Father in the face with mature, though anguished, honesty and said, “If there is any way for this cup to pass, let it be so!” The torment of the garden was the confrontation between the Son, whose perfect obedience came crashing down against the human desire to say, “My will be done!” Jesus began to die in the garden.”
“Did Jesus want to go to the cross? The garden of Gethsemane tells us, no. Obedience is perfected not in doing something you want to do but in doing the last thing in the world you want to do. That is why his sweat flowed with blood. A man knelt in the garden, a man of unspeakable courage and obedience. A Man of Sorrows…”
“Yet a child also knelt down there to pray. We hear the tones of a child in Jesus’ plea, “Abba, anything is possible for you!” Jesus’ words sound like a child’s cry to his father for help, not a theological statement about an all-powerful Universal Being. (Every father is, at least for a little while, omnipotent to his children.) He was a child, screaming in the darkness, as if he were having a nightmare, only this was not a dream.”
Galen’s thoughts: This is apparently the closest Jesus ever came to hanging it up and not going through with what God wanted from him. Does it scare you to know how close he came? It was only a few short letters and a twist of the words from “..not my will but thine…” to “…not thy will but mine…”. We were that close. If Jesus had refused to surrender his own will we would have been doomed.
The will dies hard, doesn’t it? As you wrestle with your will and the role it plays in the sin in your life, find comfort in the fact that Jesus knows how hard it is for our own will to die within us. He, the very Son of God, knew the struggle, too. He can identify with me when I struggle to put the knife to the heart of my own will. But he also shows me that it can be done. The struggle is winnable. He proved it.
PRAYER: The struggle is great within us, Lord, to decide whether to follow you or follow our own ways. Strengthen us in our obedience to be like our Lord. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
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